I was shocked. I was speechless. I wanted a say in this, my soul was leaving me. I felt faint, my guts were saying yes! but my heart was saying NO! I wanted to say something, I wanted to say I was happy but I just couldn’t! I didn’t want to lie, of course I didn’t want to lie.
Then I started to change my mind…
These words kept ringing in my head [life is like that] but I kept on convincing myself [life doesn’t have to be like that] I took a deep breath, I felt more calm now. I realised that it wasn’t that big of a deal, now I actually thought I wanted to be homeschooled . I was focusing on it, I didn’t know what to say that I forgot what I wanted.
My friends reactions!
The next day I was quite nervous to tell them, actually, I was extremely nervous. What will they say? I thought curiously. there I was walking into the school gate, my body was shaking…woosh! A cold breeze hit me. [hi guys] . The ones I told them, I was hoping that I would get good advise, my friends said, “Whaaaaaaaat! I’m going to miss you soooo much.” But I knew she was happy for me. I don’t know why, but, I was so sad.
What I am looking forward to the most
I am excited at spending more time with my family. And ice skating – I really enjoy it, it’s my favourite sport, to be honest, I don’t think it’s really a sport. I barely get to spend time with my dad because he is a maths teacher and he is mostly busy after school. The only day he is free is on Saturdays, he makes the most of it. This is not the end of our story, it’s a new chapter!
The worst thing about being homeschooled
I am going to miss my friends so much, there always so loyal and kind to me, but I will start a new chapter, a new beginning with my loved ones. I will cherish the memories with them, there will always be a loving space in my heart for them.
My Final thoughts
I can’t wait to see what I can do in homeschooling.